HAppy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!

10 New year resolutions

1) To be the best among the best in imu (really need to study smart and hard)

2) To really organize up my life and stuff

3) To be a good and best hypnotherapist (hopefully will help a lot of people)

4) To be able to support myself financially ASAP

5) To read all the photostated TCM books

6) To keep myself as fit, healthy and flexible (physical and mentally) as I could

7) To improve on my social skills and attitude

8) To learn up Japanese language

9) To have a collections of good music, movie, pictures, etc

10) To gain back my compassion

Christmas!!!

It's another year of Christmas. And, this time i am back here again in seremban after a short break for haji and exam (after all the internal medicine and surgery posting), not feeling voluntarily to come back actually.Haha. It took me 5 hours of driving from my hometown in Kedah to reach here with backache (old injury) and and neck pain. Anyway, manage to find my way through smoothly this time without getting lost anywhere as my directional sense is still developing.Hehe. Feeling rather under mood recently as my performance in the exam was really bad and it’s preventable if I remain calm and study more before this. Anyway, it’s time for me to put myself really on work now since there will be lots of things which futher awaiting me in the near future- IMS talk, ID epidemiology research, Hypnosis assignment and family medicine posting learning.

My house which is still under renovation since last year finally gets it shape done but yet the whole house as my dad was the only renovator around. Hopefully all the renovation work will be finished by next year, can’t say when but soon. It’s wasn’t as fruitful going back home this time as I was planning to try at least regain some emotional charges to get me going for the next few months at least. I was busy with all the housework and some other stuffs including servicing the car which actually scrap a a lot from my pocket. I need to spend it anyway, it’s just timing problem.Haha

By the way, i don't really celebrate christmas but i used to enjoy watching all the christmas cartoon.

What is this?

hmm...wondering what the high-tech structure is? Haha, it looks so familiar and alien at the same time.I really had passed back all my chemical study to my secondary school and matrics teacher long long time ago. This few days has been my busy days, definitely with the incoming Internal medicine and Surgery posting exam. Well, i sort of losses all the ideas of how to keep myself onto my study actually.Hehe, i mean i was unable to concentrate well and the worst thing is that i am still allowing myself to watch online chinese video series. Die...... Half way studying, i came across the name CLOPIDOGREL, a medication indicated especially for stroke patient to prevent further thromboembolism complications. Clopidogrel is actually
(+)-(S)-methyl 2-(2-chlorophenyl)-2-(6,7-dihydrothieno[3,2-c]pyridin-5(4H)-yl)
acetate
by the chemical name which i don't really know what it is...Haha
Anyway, it act by inhibiting the glycoprtein IIa/IIIb pathway, so called adesosine diphosphate inhibitor that is use to prevent platelet aggregation. By right, i should be familiarise myself with this name long long time ago before i actually come to my phase II medical study. However, i am still getting myself familiarize with all the drugs name and it's pharmacology. Hopefully, i will be able to master it easily in the near future.....

Friendship???

I wonder what friends really constitute in our life?

Technorati

Technorati Profile

headache ECG readings!!!

Now, another day of mine in hospital hopping around and doing nothing much.

Talking about ECG-electrocardiography, it's really giving me a bad time. It's already the last 2 week of my posting and i am still in doubt whether i know much about how to intepret it. Sounds easy when Prof (well-known cardiologist in my University) taught us, but then my brain has cramped in half an hour time after his teaching. Haih....pity my brain, has to go for resuscitation than my heart. Haha

Clegg Scholarship....

I finally decided to apply for Clegg scholarship though I might be thinking of taking 1 month of my selective to be in the hospital. Anyway, I will just give it a try and see how it go. If I can get it then it’s my fate since they are only accepting 4 students from the whole world. If not,I might just choose other destination for my selective and elective. haha

Anyway, it's the last 2 days for application. So, i might as well give it a try.

Miss her!!!!!!!!

I was shopping in the store in the town, more of walking around actually after the IMS over at 4pm. Well, i didn't really enjoy walking around there without any purpose but just felt that i need some walk after whole week of studying at home and Hosp. Anyway, i didnt make the full use of the walk, wasted it actually as i was thinking about her all day round when shopping in the Store.





I started to think of the time we were holding hands together, wondering here and there in shopping complex just to search for earrings.Haha....I really whished that she was there by my side when i was walking in the Store. However, i know deep in my heart that its going to take few more years before she can actually walk by my side. Haih....i will just have to be patient enough to wait for her to come back here....

Didn’t sleep enough!!!!!!!!

Haih…, it has been a tough day for me, just wouldn’t be able to find out the countless yawn that I have been having since this morning starting at around 8am. I yawned in the car on the way to IMU, during CP with Dato S. and also in the afternoon during TBL. My sleep cycle was disrupted this few days due to some unknown reason (not liver failure- change of sleeping pattern.). I still sleep during the night, but was getting myself adjusted to just entering my dream before the time that I should. Usually, I will doze off before 12am especially when I was HOLDING A BOOK and LYING on the BED. There was yet a record that I didn’t fall off sleep on the bed though I tried to. So pathetic!!!!!

Anyway, I will just need to keep myself off the bed during the waking hours. Haha

Hopefully by that way, I wouldn’t waste so much of time on being a LANZHU- lazy pig!!!!!

Memorable day as Medical students

Wah, today is really an “experiencing day”, especially when oncalling in the hospital at night. I was only able to reach home by 11:30pm.I managed to go quite an IV line setting, a few venupuncture and a culture and sensivity of the blood. Well, somehow I found that I perform better at night, still not sure why. I feel that I was not so nervous though the hands still shake more or less. Haha

Apart from that, S & JA said something that make me feel a bit more confident. She said: “ You good lah, got that kind of doctor look”- in Chinese of course. Haha. Anyway, I just want to say you will portray to others whatever you’re feeling. If you feel confident enough, yes u will be a great doctor. On the contrary, if you think you are going to fail each time, there is no way that you will overcome this matter. I think everyone know about this fact however was ignored due to various reason. haha