Where should i be in the future..?

Noww....thinking about the future..am still very unsure of my future.. a part of me really wanting to stay in psychiatry but then another part of me was unsure of the future that psychiatry can offer me in term of financial status and chance to further overseas... Am really confused now.. should i take the less traveled road or should i take the commonly traveled road (MRCP)?

Long Distance Love (LDL)

"Distance is just a test to see how far love can travel."


Found these few quotes while i was searching for some answers in my life.. didn't really thought about it deeply until recently until i was reminded again that i am having a LDR.

Every words of the article sank through my heart, how true it is.. How i am out of control for this relationship.. and how helpless i am for not being able to be with her side by side when she needed me the most... How i wish we could be together all days long...But all these are just wishes that probably will never comes true again...

Perhaps the relationship are just too much for her that i am demanding too much.. Perhaps this is the love where it requires full commitment from both sides and we have never agreed for any from the day we have started as we were so unsure of the future...

There are just too much in this reality to catch on, work, career, financial status, future and all the other never ending concern.. But, in the end, what do we want our life to be in the future? I used to likes challenges in life but as years goes by, i have become a more "calm" person and just wanting to lead a normal life.. I have been chasing my dreams here and there but finally end up losing myself and the normal life i wanted..

I don't really know what mousie is trying to pursue for her future.. and i don't know what she want for our future.. saddest part, i couldn't provide a future that she can visualise after half of decades of us being together.. How sad...