Dislodged jaw and laryngospasm!!!!!!

Another day of feeling “knowing nothing” in my student life instead of 2 and a half years of studying in medicine. It’s just quite of an embarrassment actually to said that I actually know only a little bit of medicine, probably just touching on the ‘surface of the water’. And, I was really fascinated by almost all the lecturers from IMU. Some of the lecturers are great and so knowledgeable that our jaw might drop (TMJ dislocation) at the end of the teaching session. J

Honestly, it’s only now that I feel I will not be regretting entering into IMU.

We had a few discussions on the patients in the PD wards today. When it’s my turn to present, I get my own disorder →→→ LARYNGOSPASM (throat spasm).Haih….Hate it when it happened at that moment of time. My voice got stucked and it’s really a great difficulty in getting the word out from my throat as if my throat just got sloughed off. It’s really terrible that I might not be able to get a single word out from my mouth. It’s doesn’t really recover even when I tried to relax my body. Anyway, I was too anxious at the time that I wouldn’t be able to relax myself well. Instead of getting palpitation, I get laryngospasm that time. Hopefully, I can figure out something to deal with it soon or else I could be getting trouble in the coming exam.

26/11/07

Here comes another post of mine. This week is really my blur week, there are so many still that I do not know about medical stuffs.

Today I was really feeling guilt of being late of my normal wake up. I have forgotten to actually set my alarm clock so that I can wake up in time, only when my “twin” miscalled me that I know there is something wrong. When I looked at the clock, damn….I am going to be late for PD session as there is only 15 more minutes for me to go about to before the time I need to reach PD. Anyway, it’s a raining day, no wonder I can still continue sleeping without knowing it. Haha

But, the poor pity guy would have to wait for me to prepare myself up. Haih…feel quite guilty that Kf need to drive with “flying wing” on his car than what he usually does. Though he keep on saying nevermind, but I know that deep in the heart no one will be happy about it as we also will be having Cp with PK this morning. Hmm…sorry to say but she was rather make us more confusing when we were already in a confused state.

There was 1 thought that coming to me throughout the day…I think a very useful one if we really think of it. Should medical student be taught on communicating skills? Not jus those “simple irrelevant BS thingy”, I mean an effective communication skills which we will be able to built the rapport with anyone or rather patient in a split seconds. Sometimes, I supposed all of us wonder that why some people we met just manage to built a good rapport or relationship with anyone that they came across. Try looking and observe those of your friends which can “hooked” with anyone almost instantly and immediately. And, I did wonder how did they manage to do that? Of course, I am still wondering.

Another thing I did notice, most of us don’t really know how to communicate with others. It’s that others are not feeling good on us? Or that we simply don’t click on each other? Or it’s just the matter of whether we make the efforts and the so-called “tricks” to tune into the person frequency, just like a radio? Go and think about it….

Hehe, I am still exploring this, so wouldn’t be able to tell anyone anything about this.

By the way, I think the main key point to our daily interaction will be “THINK POSITIVELY”. Well, maybe you think that you already know this all the while but think back, are you practicing it? It’s all because of all the messages that we keep on getting from the generation before or maybe even from anyone in our surroundings. For example, all the while you were only thinking about “I DON’T WANT to feel uncomfortable in mixing around with my group of friends”. Instead of worry about that, why don’t you ask yourself what is the things that you actually want and tell youself what you really wanted.

“I DON’T WANT to feel uncomfortable in mixing around with my group of friends”

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“ I will enjoy myself mixing around with my friends”

Try it with any other things!!!!!!!

Nov Hypnotherapy class

To be honest, this few days was rather tiring for me. I need to find out a way to get my research done and i need to attend my hypnotherapy class in the weekend. Besides that, i am also trying to get my reports and case summaries done.

Well, this 2 days class ended quite earlier as there were not much contents to be taught. Most of the time it was focusing on the theory part. Peter was the one giving us the lecture. Actually, it seems like he is preferred by many of us as he has been lecturing us for quite a few weekend. Undeniably,his pronounciation of words is definitely better than some of the LCCH lecturers. No wonder so many of us liked him coming and coming again. But, he served himself right as he was able to give the answers that we wanted from him almost every time.

Hmm...., I will post up the other interesting part of the classes soon...If i got the time and internet as my router ended up day dreaming somewhere. Haha

Blogging for the good of myself and others

Hmm..., it has been a long time that i haven't really go on blogging again as there was always reasons for me to feel that i was not going to blog. Anyway, this might be another new beginning of new life for my new blog- human-redapple which actually signify human purest heart. It has been hidden by most of us, deeply inside our body.


I am seeking the truth out of this, how human is actually getting farther and distance from their sanity. All of us did, in some partof our life, forgot that we are just normal human being and the truth is we does forgot how to treat others as human when we get older.