Long Forgotten..

In the past, i used to

1) indulged in nice songs/music sometime even until the next morning without sleeping. it purified my soul and emotion..but i no longer

2) enjoy reading books ,plenty of thick books, fiction stories..found so many of excitement there inside the cover itself..now? hardly finish a chapter...

3) involve myself in martial art, looks so high upon what i might achieve with what my potential will be..until i realised the other way around..

4)work very hard just to prove that i am really on the right track of taking up medicine. Almost anything come up as common sense. but it no longer appear to be the truth

5) so confidence that i can remember even i have just read once on certain topic and be able to recollect whatever necessary, but it seems impossible now..


What has happened to me? i wonder...